I exist for men’s own sexual self-exploration, a freak without my own right to privacy or freedom from public shame, a resource for their own self-discovery -- that like all things in an on-demand world, they feel entitled to access at any time.

When you grow up with fundamentally different cultural expectations from everyone else around you, it pervades every aspect of your life.

“If this place is so good for women,” I thought, “then why are there only 4 of us on a team of 12 people?”